Reply To: Self-Improvement & Sense of Purpose. Do you Need it? How does it Work for You?

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@scientiam
That's so interesting!!  In the video I could feel the 'fear of visceralness' that you're talking about! :O
I may be missing the mark, because this is just how I personally experienced it. But when there was motion and distant people walking, the music was 'suspenseful,' like waiting for something to happen. But then when you zeroed in on these mannequins and human-shaped advertisements, the music got all intense and chaotic. Like  the combination of fakeness and humanness caused a psychic disturbance.
The whole thing was 'eerie,' but that one element was reactive, and it showed to me that there's an internal struggle for the viewer (the protagonist who is actually not IN the video but behind the camera, watching from outside) ---   a struggle with embodiment. The outside observer. Perhaps the mannequins "revealed" something that you wanted to keep hidden (from others or from yourself).
I bet you're an enneagram 5. Have you looked into it? Am I off?