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    EpicEntity
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    • Type: SeTi
    • Development: l--l
    • Attitude: Directive

    At times I feel need to reset my mastered or overly aged perspective on things. Letting all of the abilities and nuance awarenesses go with it. Because I know it will set me up for a plated of abilities that are less limited than the ones before.
    The more curious I am of the new perspective the more the old perspective is erased.
    The older I become the more I seem to shade my scales like this.
    Originally I thought this was a PeJi-Pi thing, but it I'm prepare for it being a wider thing. It would be cool to know just how wide or thin.

    #10874
    Celeste
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    • Type: NeFi
    • Development: lll-
    • Attitude: Unseelie

    I was also thinking about this for a while! I like to call it 'selective memory' where I do the same thing as you, I just completely erase what's old for stuff that seems more valuable and fresh, which can be seen on how fast I change hobbies.
    I see it as a Ne-Si  (speaking from my own experience) where my Ne needs constant novelty and feels like the old interest/hobby is turning into a Si routine where it feels trapped and repetitive so Ne kicks in and does a complete change of perspectives and seeks the unknown.

    #10879
    Tea
    Participant
    • Type: NeFi
    • Development: l--l
    • Attitude: Seelie

    Hmm. Thinking about this. I would suspect that if mastery is involved, there's Ji involved  as well (though it does seem Pi does this in a different way)>
    If I were drawing a beta's POV and sphere, I'd draw a viewer with a defined vantage point (SeNi) who masters the entire domain (FeTi). While you see the world a slice at a time, it's a very clear slice, and it's almost like you're chewing as much as you bite off . Am I making sense?
    It's the opposite of my own approach: take many but fuzzzy angles, slowly hone in over time on multiple points. For me there's always room for panning back out and panning back in.

    #10881
    Tea
    Participant
    • Type: NeFi
    • Development: l--l
    • Attitude: Seelie

    ^ Okay, that does sound like targeted resetting in me, even. 😛 The difference is that I stand outside the world, whereas you are IN the world and count yourself among it.

    #10994
    Amy
    Participant
    • Type: SeFi
    • Development: l-l-
    • Attitude: Seelie

    I get to a point where it feels like I almost step out of things... A new perspective or new revelation about a thing leads me to realign quite a lot, internally, and take new stock of it all... sometimes I gain new perspective and go at things with fresh eyes... other times, I step out of that thing, completely, and go in a completely new direction. And repeat! All the times 😛

    #10995
    Amy
    Participant
    • Type: SeFi
    • Development: l-l-
    • Attitude: Seelie

    I don't think I can always let go of my personal perspectives... it kind of becomes part of the framework of how I know a thing to be. I can step out of it and let it be what it is without my influence. there's a bridge between what it means to me and what it is in itself, and what it is to other people... finding those things out, in itself, is amazing and exciting to look at...
    Sometimes my perspective is changed! And then, it's interesting to see what all it touches, how wide the old perspective really was! How the new perspective feels and changes things... it's all really interesting! It's interesting to come up on am event and see what all has changed in how it's colored and flavored... sometimes not in a very comfortable way, but still interesting... and usually at least novel

    #10997
    Animal
    Participant
    • Type: SeFi
    • Development: lll-
    • Attitude: Seelie

    This reminds me of an old post of mine, from 2013, called "Phoenix Complex."
    The best way I can describe my emotion is, I have a phoenix complex.
    Some people wish they had no emotions because it's too much. This is not the case for me. I enjoy it, I love it, I feel alive. I get off on the act of overcoming it, facing it. To me, the way out is through. I don't run from my emotions. I embrace them and indulge them. I work through them. I face every emotion, every weakness, every wound, and bring it to the surface to look it in the face. And I conquer. The phoenix gets more and more and more fiery until finally it EXPLODES in some form of catharsis, release; music, a novel, a workout (depending on the depth and buildup, the catharsis can be long or short) . Then I am born again, innocent.
    I also talk about this on the very first page of my website. My biography describes a process of writing music for the sake of cathartic release, clearing myself out and gaining perspective on the situation.  In a larger way, long-term art projects and cycles I go through in life, allow me to rise from the ashes of hardship, again and again.
    This process is quite central for me. I grow, but I also stay the same. The way I view the phoenix, it is not a completely new animal, but rather, a fresh version of the same bird, with the colors of its past woven into its feathers. The rebirth is not about starting completely new, but rather, pushing through to the end until it's all over, and then rising in the aftermath with a fresh state of mind.

    That said, I don't care much for novelty when it comes to perspective. If I have an opinion about the way things are, I can trust that this 'sense of things' has arisen from experience. The same patterns tend to repeat, ad nauseum, and I trust myself to figure out what those are and to know what to expect. Nobody is going to convince me that they fucked up three times, but the fourth time will be different. My political, interpersonal  and artistic views are quite set; my artistic process is set; my relationships are set. I know what type of people and projects tend to work for me, and any time I ignore my instinct and 'try it anyway,' I end up saying "my instinct was right." So, I'm not a big fan of forgetting the past or wiping the slate clean when it comes to perception. After 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5, I expect 6, and I have no shame about that. If I get 7 instead; so be it - then I will reconsider my stance. But I am not particularly 'open minded' to alternative perspectives about what is happening, has happened, or will happen.  Experience may change my mind, but I'm not particularly fond of random new experiences either. I like what I like, I hate what I hate, and it takes a long time for me to budge an inch away from that.

     
    In fact, I'd go so far as to say that the idea of 'newness' puts a sour taste in my mouth. Life is short, and it makes the most sense to hone the skills and interests that I already have, so that I may attain mastery.  It's important to me to do what I do well; to make a difference in the world for the better; to occupy the archetypal space that I cut out for myself. In my younger years I did some soul searching to figure out what that space was, especially since I lost my singing voice in the midst of my life-long pursuit of a music career. I was forced to wipe the slate clean and look at my life differently, and I redefined my  very same identity: I am not merely a singer, but a vessel through which passion emerges.  In the absence of my voice, I sought new ways to give this passion 'form' - artistic mediums to express myself. Since then I've honed those skills, just as I used to do with my voice.
    I don't see the point of 'considering alternate possible avenues.' My past choices occurred for a reason, and my future choices will ultimately lead me back to the same place; so I'd rather find a way to stay on that path.  Giving up is weak and unconscionable.  I'll beat the odds senseless.  This is why I sang lead through my whisper until I really, really couldn't anymore. I never surrender without a fight.
    The idea of seeking new possibilities is foreign to me. If I can't master who I am, why should I even exist?  I will fight for my highly specific journey if it's the first, last and only thing I ever do.  May my passionate will burn me alive.

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