Starshade

Ok, I’ve thought a bit, what is going on, is simply loss of direction.

Working on getting someplace, I decided to build myself, so to say. Shape my destiny. What happened is a mix of physical exercise, studying, being more helpfull and talkative, and shaping my destiny. I started be more extrovert, and getting out.

From being a “loner” posting 2…[Read more]

Did the test to see if it holds up after a time, and.. While I think I answered accurate, while not what I want to be, It’s, looking quite introverted..

Ok, making a list of obvious points I wonder about:

Ji-4 halting: EDS / Dysautonomia, seems I do it naturally anyway. Trying to get Je, I posted a Youtube video in Discord where I basically seems to freeze, loose all momentum and train of thought, looks like I almost blacks out.

Fi-1 to Fi-3: Not sure, but pain can cause facial tension.

Fi-7:…[Read more]

I.. Thing that image was choosen quite random thought, FiNe, you should know I tried learning the codifier by seeing on myself, and typing myself natively, done… 5-8 vids, and I am Ne unconscious in daily life mode natively, as the codifier works due to my limitations of course.

Something about my type, the delvopment, the people I’m supposed…[Read more]

I dissect it, with honesty.

I need to leave Si outside the discussion, though, for a second.

We all might worry, encounter our own difficulties in some ways.

Me, I deal with difficulties with trying to be positive, but also hide from some issues. Social insecurities, the feeling of not being enough, self erasing tendencies of not finding self…[Read more]

To continue your castle metaphor, could we understand unseelie (heart unopened) Fi archetypally as a kind of castle with very high walls? Examples of this in myth may be the princess in the tower, Repunzel locked away by her wicked witch mother, which could represent the heart of Fi locked away by a kind of jealous protectiveness. Unseelie Fi can…

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Um… My post basically makes no sense. Which Is why I posted my understanding before I decided not to. If the world gives me a beating, I seek refuge in my core being, turn a bit unemotional, but continues operate on automata, doing what I can. This is the most dysfunctional, and a bit of my strongest side in a way?

The CT system.. Is good, but…[Read more]

My thoughts:

The Vortical system, imho, might be looking as a modular “Mandelbrot” set, which is an ever looping structure, equal to your Vortical. What the images do not show, is growth and learning of the V set, which exist in the M.

Imho, imagine the V storing inside the, pattern? Expanding itself and storing within? And with it growing,…[Read more]

I have no ability to truly judge where I am at the moment, my current issue has been finishing my thesis, and I did use a bit of philosophy in it, and within the limited scope available I used Imre Lakatos and Paul Feyrabend, more correctly Lakatos view on science as a series of competing programmes.

In my case, it was not that much about sides,…[Read more]

You have to consider gender though. As a boy, I were a bit logic oriented, not particularly “emotional”, but neither denying them. I would say I prefer gather data, breaking them down, analytical, fixing issues by pure mind, not feeling. My responses, simply were a bit sterile, or callous. Cold, in cases any girl would be deeply caring. Its not…[Read more]

I got excellent memory, but the feeling of nostalgia, is, I can feel it, sure. But not typically. Usually, a weak feeling “that was fun” or something, watching at a picture or something, fleeting, before moving on. On this question, I basically answer: “No” for now, and will think about how to frame it.

I can remember chess parties at age 10,…[Read more]

Sounds nice, I think we are beating against limitations of the human psyche if we discussing doing something with an intrinsic point of view. I used to be adherent to intrinsic truth, trying to see what the truth is, finding out what is trickery, and seek the intrinsic, truth for its own sake.

I also used to judge christianity quite harsh,…[Read more]

So: Anthropologically, this is the based in fundamentalist theology and what happens when a Fundamental theology meets a modern ethics; either it makes fences, and escape, or it grabs the power, and goes for conquest. Church failed, and everything moved aside, turning abstract. I’m trying to not overthink here, Jewish metaphysics is shaped out of…[Read more]

Fe and Fi in other systems are often inconsistently defined, but at some root they usually fall into the concepts of Fe relating to others and groups or society and Fi relating to the self and perhaps one-on-one, intimate connections with others. There is usually some mish-mash of feelings, convictions, ability to empathize, etc. thrown in

Biot…[Read more]

Historic Idealism, yes?

How to put it…

I can’t follow on the philosophy, that far, but I know where that theology comes from, why, and how to explain it. Will think on how to comment on the B vs A tomorrow.

1. What are you interested in…? (name as many things as you’d like, and how you came across these interests   )

Reading fiction. Capoeira, martial arts in general, were an computer nerd as teenager, tried learning computer programming, found being semi-dyslectic an issue. Into mysticism in early 20s, while non-religious and not truly spirit…[Read more]

For typical cerebral flow states, the experience is loss of time, everything just speed up, I keep working, no interruption, no time, nothing exist outside, me, and my task. It’s a perfect way to exist, just, be and read, write or create what I want.

Physical tasks which manage to get me into an flow, typically that would be either running or…[Read more]

Um, I did sleep on it, so to say, I think this is my answer:

* Opposite categories measured need to exist. They might well not exist at all.

Not as, nothing is measured, but, the logic of measurement makes you find 1 of 4 possible “leads”, that do not validate an oposition of functions. Or any layout not measured, only as methods of measurement…[Read more]