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Oh, it makes a lot of sense… Your posts, @hrafn, were always the ones i found the most relatable.
At one point i even wondered how i could relate so much given that we only had 1 axis in common… I also considered the possibility of being an alpha (it doesn’t fit, though)… The irony…
So, yes, you being a delta seems right and i’m glad you’ve finally found a description/explanation that suits what you know about yourself.
As for the questions you asked :
1) i typed myself as TiNe at first. I was typed FiNe and i still think that’s accurate.
2) About my ‘true type’ : In the framework of CT theory, i think i am indeed an FiNe. But i also think over-identification is dangerous. Theories are good tools to help you navigate the world and understand it roughly, understand your own position and the positions of others in this world in a
schematic way. But there is something ahead of it, and a good theory necessarily collapse in front of all the nuances, the layers, the complexity of reality. Grasping is also simplifying.
About the process : It was alright, I don’t really know what to say about it. I think the desire of knowing our true type can become an urge and turn into an obsession when we go through
uncertain times… Trying to have a stronger sense of ourselves, trying to know who we are in order to find out where we are…
3) I think it allowed me to accept emotions better.
4) Suggestion : Well, i would advise people to not over-rely on any framework of understanding.
CT is a very exciting quest, Auburn is really dedicated to it and i admire is efforts to uncover some
aspects of reality. But, first : this is a theory in the making, so nothing should be taken at face value,
and it’s also ‘only’ a theory. By that i don’t mean to undermine the project, i just wish people to be
aware that, as for any theory, this is not the key of everything, the true way to see reality, the supertheory that will encompass everything. The world is too nuanced, too thick, too ambiguous and paradoxical, and if you push a theory far enough, categories blur and melt.
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