To add to this, I wrote a song about a guy who was either a Sociopath or was acting like one – and how I wanted to be like him. 😐 Because the burden of my feelings is too great. I just wished I could fuck, fight and consume…. without guilt or shame, without conscience, without regret.  I don’t really want that, as I cherish deeper emotional experience, but sometimes I get sick of having a fever every time there’s an emotional nuance between me and someone else that’s off. So.. alas.