Additionally – I am very enraptured by the “new,” but I also see this is a flaw in my character that needs tempering. I think we/I “should” be cautious, but I do not walk what I preach.

@Shelley-Lorraine Yes, this is similar to what I was trying to express when I was talking about the “No compromise is a good compromise” question. Sometimes we see the error in what our cognitive functions are trying to convince us of, and so what we believe may not match up with what our cognitive functions cause us to actually act out.